Searching in Providence

Words by Katherine Gosnell

One afternoon last summer I ventured down to South Water Street in Providence. At this location one can take in, all at once, the city skyline and the energy of people gathering for leisure by the river cutting through downtown. I strolled down the street and looked to my right where photographers, street food vendors, and other city dwellers filled the pedestrian bridge. Restaurants lined my left until they stopped at a field, and here, 10,000 sunflowers waved hello. I walked closer to the flowers. They stood as tall as me.

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Designed for Community

Words by Christina Strachoff

Before beginning CityLove, I was particularly looking forward to the service and spiritual formation components of the program. These seemed the most important to advancing the mission of the program, and I was eager to focus on these aspects of my life full-time—aspects that I often neglected as a college student for the past 4 years. I expected and hoped to grow spiritually and in my ability to serve, but what I didn't expect was the growth that would come from the third component of the program—community.

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Put God First

Words by Asa Sohn

In June of 2018, I put God first for the first time. And it was the best decision I’ve ever made. Mainly because CityLove taught me how to let go and let God be in control.

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Christina Strachoff
Surrendering Your Life

Words by Heather Sohn

When I first began my walk with God in 2012, at the age of 16, I made a declaration that wherever He would call me I would go, and whatever He wanted me to do I would do. Last June, He called on me to serve as an urban missionary for a year. As an urban missionary, I dedicated myself full-time to serving the city of Providence with various outreaches. My outreaches included serving those experiencing homelessness, partaking in local event planning, and getting involved in the community, among many other works.

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The Simple Gospel

Words by Lianna Wittick

For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek. -Romans 1:16

The gospel is the good news of God’s kingdom coming through the life and actions of Jesus Christ. This is a central part of Christianity, that Jesus was born on earth—the Son of God made human—and that he died on the cross. By doing so, Jesus took the punishment for the sins of all people, so that we can be forgiven and made new. This past year my job was being a missionary, which essentially means that my full-time job became sharing the gospel through my words and actions of love and service.

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Christina Strachoff
Interview with a New England Mystic

Words by Matthew Talamini

There's one moment, for me, that sums up Jason Valente's character. It's not one he might have picked for himself.

It’s early evening, at a prayer meeting. The windows of the church's upper room look down onto the sidewalk. We hear loud arguing from outside, then it quiets. We go on praying.

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Washing Feet

Words by Ayisha Jackson

The CityLove team, that I’ve been a part of over the past year, has achieved some pretty notable accomplishments. We organized a number of community events in Providence such as: the Trinity Square Block Party, the iconic Festival of Light (a walk-through art installation that drew almost a thousand people into our church), and the Easter CityLove Initiative.

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Aleppo Sweets

Words by Ayisha Jackson

“This more seems like a sit-down restaurant”, my friend observed as we walked through a pair of discreet turquoise doors.

A worker greeted us by the door. “No you don’t have to sit”, he exclaimed. “You can stand, lay down, whatever you like”. He ushered us through the entrance, into a warmly lit haven of Ottoman-styled interior décor. I had lured my friend in for an afternoon of studying and writing at a “new local cafe”. She met the charismatic worker again at the bakery counter, where he continued to joke about her posture options, following up with tips and suggestions for what to order.

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Christina Strachoff
Not Christian Anymore

Words by Scott Axtmann

Since I became a Christian in 1989, I’ve met more and more people who no longer identify as Christian. These are people who grew up going to Sunday School or maybe went to Vacation Bible School (VBS) in their neighborhood. These are people with praying moms or praying grandmothers. Some of them were even active members of churches as adults and, in some cases, well-known Christian leaders. The trend in recent years has been to no longer believe in the “God of the Bible”, become atheist, or, most commonly, become agnostic: the loose belief that no one really knows who God is.

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2nd Chance Night with OpenDoors

Words by Christina Strachoff

Imagine thinking freedom is just around the corner, but discovering it’s actually far out of reach.

You made a mistake, a poor choice. You served your sentence, paying the lawful price, and a new start is just ahead. You think you’re finally free of the consequences of that poor choice. But instead, you’re met with barrier upon barrier, preventing you from moving forward.

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Transcendence, 1990

Words by Matthew Talamini

When I was seven, the front door of our house led to a landing between two floors. On either side were staircases, one going up and one down. Forest green carpet covered them, along with the whole top floor of the house.

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H.A.G.S.

Words by Ashley Wall

With the warmth of the sun on our backs, my crop of adolescents and I set out from the Pennfield gymnasium after graduation practice. We climbed the winding staircase—a better fit for a fairytale castle than a primary school—on our journey back to homeroom to sign yearbooks. My colleague Blayney, walking by my side, gave me her daughter Zelda’s advice, “Just write H.A.G.S. (Have a good summer)”  I laughed and thought, “Brilliant!”

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Dear Providence: Discovering Beauty

Words by Ayisha Jackson

Dear Providence, you are beautiful. You may not be Florence, or Paris, or Vienna, but you’re beautiful all the same. On a cool fall day, I can walk with you. On this walk I’ll encounter a river. Decades ago, developers decided a waterway would make a nice addition to the cityscape, and they were right. I can turn to my left and see the sun illuminate the brownstone buildings, producing the perfect shade of red to complement the late afternoon blues and oranges of the sky. I can see one of many murals that so vibrantly ornament downtown; it’s alluring. I’m reminded that there is activity happening, there is life being lived, and there are stories being told in this city.

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Dear Providence: Awaken

Words by Scott Axtmann

Dear Providence: I adore you! You’re like a massive art installation spanning hundreds of blocks. You ravish me and ruin me. You fuel my imagination and provoke me to pray.

While sitting at my corner table in Saint Monday, a new cafe on West Fountain’s cobblestone street, an old friend approached me during my time of scribbling into my notebook.  He seemed more vibrant than usual, perhaps because his wife was about to give birth to their first child. He’s a design guru whose innovative thinking earned him a RISD degree and a TED talk just out of school. The short chat sent my pen flying in a new direction. It’s mysterious how my interaction with this messy little city impacts how I think and create.

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Dear Providence: City of Art

Words by Christina Strachoff

Two minutes into my eight minute drive down Broad Street, I’ve already encountered three pieces of public art. The first, on my left, is a square mural on the wall of my church, Renaissance. The words, “I love Providence”, and our city’s skyline stand out against a background sea of yellow, blue, and orange pastels. Not far ahead is the second, a towering smokestack by Classical High School adorned with spray painted slashes of rainbow, deep purple, and black. The bands of color are carefully shaped and pointing in every direction; their energy is like streaks of lightning. Beside Empire Loan, I see the third piece, vibrantly colored sheet metal cutouts dancing along a nearby fence.

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Dear Providence: The Machine

Words by Matthew Talamini

Moby-Dick starts with a road. The kind of road, Ishmael says, that you can take when you're restless. A road that goes downhill, to the waterfront, like Socrates going down to the Piraeus in The Republic.

Point Street is that road for me. It traverses my neighborhood of fanciful, brightly-colored gingerbread houses, boards over their broken first floor windows and piles of rotten furniture on the sidewalks, and then continues east over the Providence River to the vicinity of Fox Point. You can see me jogging down it some evenings.

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This Thing Called Love

Words by Scott Axtmann

Love is a strange thing. For as long as I can remember, it has been a part of the vocabulary around me. Growing up in the 70’s, there were so many songs that talked about love like, “All You Need Is Love by the Beatles. As a youngster in a religious school, I heard a little about the love of Jesus, but the scary, mean treatment of the teachers toward the students was confusing. I do remember feeling an intense crush for this cute girl named Noelle and thinking—maybe this is love? The adults in my life constantly pressed me to be nice, to share and to love. Love was important, but what was it, exactly? Everybody seemed to want this thing called love, but no one seemed to know exactly what it was or how to get it.

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Christina Strachoff
The Beauty In a Life Unexpected

Words by Ayisha Jackson

Many of us inherit the sadness of growing into broken dreams. We come to know the pain of living in the shadows of a deep fear: that the lives we will live might not be nearly as adventurous, exciting, or fulfilling as our younger selves dreamed they would be. Burdensome aspects of reality kick in: poverty, sickness, and reoccurring waves of disappointments and setbacks. We live out our days in regret, worry, and guilt. We mourn the loss of a life once imagined.

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God made us to question things

Words by Scott Axtmann

As a Christian since 1989, I’ve had a lot of conversations with people about God. Often people who have a problem trusting God point to perplexing questions like the disparity between rich and poor. How can there be a good God when such poverty exists? Or why do bad things happen to good people in general? Isn’t the Bible just a book written by men? Did Jesus really intend for people to worship him?

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Is anybody up there?

Words by Scott Axtmann

I remember, as a child, thinking how there must be some unique purpose for my life. While I thought the Big Bang theory was pretty cool, it never really sat well with me that I was just the result of a random cosmic explosion. I remember thinking that there must be some sort of intelligent designer in the sky.

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